Several months ago I made this SoulCollageĀ® card and it really intrigued me. When I let the women on the card speak, this is what they said to me:
We are the ones who want to sail away on these beautiful colored boats. We are the ones who are masked and robed and can’t get into the boats. We are the ones who are hiding ourselves behind these masks and robes. We are the colorful, creative ones, but we are tied to this place and time. We are waiting for you to set us free. Please come and help us reveal our true selves so that we can sail onward to our destiny. We are tired of being covered up. We want the world to see us now!Ā Are you ready to set us free?
And then… as so often happens with SoulCollageĀ®, I was looking through my deck a few weeks ago for a certain card. And I came across THIS card, which I’d made about 3 years ago and had NEVER really gotten a grasp on what it was about, even though I’d journaled with it several times.
I gasped when I saw this card, because they looked and felt like the same women!
The first card I’ve shared here (above) had really been on my mind, and I’d set it out on my desk so it could accompany me on my daily inner journey. I even had it in my mind that I was looking for some images of women in those same bright colors of clothing so that I could make a new card of these women who had been masked, but were now set free.
So it feels to me like THIS card, made three years before the other one, is kindof like a prequel to that one.Ā Listen to what they are saying:
We are the ones who are robed and covered. We are the ones who hold offerings in our hands. We are the ones dressed in bright rainbow colors. We are the ones who are staring across the water at the Temple, and at the brilliant Solar Eclipse.Ā We are the ones who are not allowed across the water. We are the ones who are present and accounted for, but we are held back by the waters of fear and doubt.Ā There are no sail boats here. We do not know that possibility of freedom yet.Ā Amazing things are happening “over there,” but we are not allowed to go over there.
I still get goosebumps, when I think that I created that first card, above, having totally forgotten about this other card I’d made three years earlier!
In honor of these inner parts of me, held back by fear and lack of power…Ā this week I created a new card that represents, for me, the Setting Free of these women, these inner parts of me who are no longer held back, who no longer want to be covered up and hidden.Ā I found modern women dressed in the same jewel tone colors and glued them against the same background as the boats.
We are the ones who have come into our own fullness and beauty. We are the ones who have taken off our masks and robes and blossomed into strong, powerful, joyful women.Ā Ā We are the ones who love life and aren’t ashamed of owning our own power.Ā We are the ones who aren’t afraid to sail away to new inner and outer destinations.
We give you power and strength, vivid color and vibrant life. We give you joy and pleasure in the present moment. We give you creativity and passion.
We are the ones who were in hiding but are now free.
I am the one who is only 12 years old. I am the one who has been watched over since I was born. I am the one who has been guided and protected by these female figures of light. I am the one who is not alone, who has never been alone, who never will be alone.
I am the one who wears crow paint, who is marked with the sign of Crow. I am the one who is protected by Crow Energy, Crow Love.Ā I am the one who looks ahead to the future.Ā My message for you today is this- you are not alone. You are guided and protected by deep Crow energy.Ā It is very strong in your life even though you may not understand it.Ā Be patient.Ā Open your heart as you look ahead to the next year of your life.
The Transpersonal cards of one’s SoulCollageĀ® Deck do not speak with the “I am the one who…” voice.