Here is a card I made last year at our annual KaleidoSoul SoulCollageĀ® retreat. I made it intuitively, just loving the images and putting them together on the mat board in a way that felt satisfying to my eye and also to my soul.
I recently worked with this Neter and here is what she told me:
I am the one who offers myself to the Divine Universe- take me, I’m Yours.Ā I am the one who has stripped off all clothing, all masks, all illusions.Ā I am the one who is wide open, trusting.
I am the one who was behind closed doors but now I am free.Ā
I am the one who offers up all that I am and all I have, who is willing to let it all go in this powerful stance of open glory.
i am the one who can go and hide behind that heavy door again, where it is safe, but now I feel no need to shut myself back up again.
I love the feeling of expansiveness, of freedom in this card. Sometimes I think of her as the part of me who used to be locked up/imprisoned by my sugar addiction and who now is free from it.Ā And other times I think of her as the one whose life was halted for a year in 2011-12 when I had to deal with cancer again.
For now, this card, for me, is hard to classify. It will take some more work with this Neter to discover which category to place her in.Ā And I may never know.Ā For now, it is enough that she is here, that this part of me is free.