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SoulCollage® Suits

By Anne Marie Bennett

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SoulCollage® Suits

Sarah Adams- A Place To Call Home

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Once in a while a character on TV or in a movie, a character steps off of the screen and into my heart/imagination.

Such is the case with Sarah Adams on the Australian drama, A Place to Call Home.

The character of Sarah is a nurse returning to 1950s Australia after 20 years in Europe. A convert to Judaism, Sarah emerged from the horrors of World War II strong, principled, and defiant-a thoroughly modern woman still bearing the weight of the past.

I have seen the entire series three times now! Somewhere in the middle of being with her story over the course of a few years, I made this card for my deck as a way to keep her energy present with me as I go forward in my life.

This is one of those cards that could easily be in one of several suits.

Sometimes she reminds me of my own inner tenacity and spirituality and my ability to survive difficult challenges. At those times, she is part of my Inner Committee.

At other times her energy seems wiser, bigger and broader than me, and at these times she is part of my Council Suit.

And finally, once in a while she feels like a sister/friend, in which case she holds a place in my Community Suit.

Who are you?
I am the one who survived the Holocaust. I am the one who cares deeply for those I love. I am the one who had to make many sacrifices. I am the one who has suffered so much loss. I am the one who gave up my Catholic upbringing to embrace the Jewish faith when I married my husband. I am the one who is proud to be a Jew. I am the one who practices my spiritual rituals no matter what other people think. I am the one who is strong of heart and mind and body. I am the one who has no patience for injustice. I am the one who speaks my mind.

What do you have to give me?
I give you permission to speak up and to claim the truth, no matter what. I give you a big, steely heart that doesn’t suffer fools gladly. I give you wisdom and truth. I give you strength.

What do you want from me?
I want you to remember that you have also survived much. I want you to know that you have the same steely inner strength and that it will get you through anything.

Is there anything else you want to say to me today?
Yes. My character is fictional, but I represent many people in your life as well as your own.

 

 

 

All My Companion Animals

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I’ve been practicing SoulCollage since 2005 and finally am at a place where my chakra Companion Animals are all in place. For a while there, during and after my second cancer journey in 2011-2012, some of the original animals moved on and new ones moved in.Ā  A few months ago I made one SoulCollageĀ® card that contains ALL of their energies, PLUS the energy of White Owl, who in the last several months has indicated to me that she oversees all of the Companions. So… a Companion for the Companions, I presume!

Who are you?

We are the ones who give your body energy and strength and fluidity. We are the ones who accompany your body on its daily journey of life.

I am your first (root) chakra companion Wolf. I am the one who reminds you to plant all four (okay, TWO!) feet on the earth and to keep your energy there when you get too much “in your head.”Ā  I am the one who reminds you that you are connected to the earth, to the sacred earth, and to your ancestors.

I am your second (sacral) chakra companion Sea Lion.Ā  I am the one who reminds you to be joyful, to play, to activate your creativity, and to love your sensual body, no matter how heavy or light it is. I am the one who urges you to remain fluid in your movement and in the journey through life.

I am your third (solar plexus) chakra companion Fox.Ā  I am the one who brings you the fire and deep truth of your own authentic being. I am the one who is powerful and strong, and I impart that to you as much as you will let me.

I am your fourth (heart) chakra companion Cat. I am the one who gifts you with softness and openness of heart. I am the one who sees in the dark and reminds you that you too can see into all of your own dark places with softness. I am the one who gifts you with unconditional love and a heart that loves that way as well.

We are your fifth (throat) chakra companions Lion and Lioness.Ā  I am the one who encourages you to roar when you need to roar and to be silent when you need to be silent. I am the one who guards what comes into and goes out of your mouth. I am the one who is powerful. Know that your need to express yourself is very strong and we are here to assist you at all times with that expression.

I am your sixth (third eye) chakra companion Dolphin. I am the one who has resided here since you were born. I am the one who gifts you with a deep intuitive knowing about many things. I am also here to remind you to play, to laugh, to have fun, to enjoy this precious life you’ve been given.

I am your seventh (crown) chakra companion Dragonfly. I am the one who came to you in your 30’s as a symbol of Spirit. I am the one who reminds you that you are not alone. I am the one who continually shows you how you are connected to every living being on earth.

 

 

Divine Mothers- Council Suit

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Here’s a good example of how it’s possible to have more than one SoulCollageĀ® card for any given Neter (energy or being) in your life.

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I made this first Divine Mother card a month or two into my SoulCollageĀ® journey.

Who are you? I am the one who first gave birth.Ā  I am the one who holds all mothers in my arms and all children as well.Ā  I am the one who sees and knows and is sure of her decisions.Ā  I am the one who blesses your womb whether or not is has borne children.Ā  I am the one who shelters and protects the children, ALL children.Ā  I am the one who helps you to give birth to ideas, dreams, books,websites, relationships…. anything that is created from the seeds I plant within you.Ā  I am the one who mothers your inner mother, who parents you and her with wisdom and tenderness and love.

What do you have to give me? I give you the power and will to give birth to your dreams.Ā  I give you abundant, never-ending, unconditional love.

What do you want from me? I want you to know that giving birth doesn’t always mean giving physical birth to children.Ā  It also means giving birth to that which is inside of you.Ā  It also means opening yourself up wide and letting your authenticity out into the world. I want you to give birth to your dreams. I will help you to do this. And I want you to mother yourself and your Inner Family/Tribe with tenderness and compassion and faith.

 

Divine Mother- Unconditional Love

About a year after making the first Divine Mother card, I was sifting through images at one of my workshops, and discovered the central image in this card here.Scmother01_1 It called my name so loud and clear, that I had to smile (and I grabbed it, of course!).Ā  Shortly after that, I created this card, and deeply curious, did the interpretation that you see below.

As I was writing, it became clear to me that this was another Divine Mother card.Ā  At first I was a little dubious about having TWO Divine Mother cards, but then I realized…. WHY NOT???Ā  This is a very powerful archetype for me on many levels, so why not have two cards to express two different aspects of her?

Who are you? I am the one who shields you, who protects you from danger and harm.Ā  I am the one who loves you unconditionally and always, no matter what.Ā  I am the one who knows you like no other ever has or ever will.Ā  I am the one who protects you with nothing but my own two hands.Ā  I am the one whose face is hidden but whose hands show all.Ā  I am the one who is your shelter, your comfort, your lean-to.Ā  I am the one who is always waiting for you to come to me.Ā  I am the one who is blessing you with my hands and my heart.Ā  I am the one who sees the seeds of beautiful flowers inside of you and who does everything in my power to bring them to blossom in your soul.Ā  I am the one who knows you completely.Ā  I am the one who makes self-acceptance possible.Ā  Because I accept you exactly as you are, you are better able to do the same.

What do you have to give me? I give you unconditional love.Ā  I give you flowers in your heart and soul.Ā  I give you protection and strength, a place to come home to.Ā  I give you nurturing and sustenance and shelter from life’s storms.Ā  I give you acceptance and love, no matter what.

What do you want from me? I want you to come to me, often.Ā  I want you to open to my love for you, to believe it, to accept it, to receive it fully.Ā  My love makes the biggest difference in your life, but you have to receive it, you have to come to me to get it, you have to allow it in, you have to believe that you deserve it.

Wholeness

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Who are you? I am the one who is two halves contained in one.Ā  I am the one who holds you as you give me the shape to be held.Ā  I am the one who is held and who creates a shape for you to hold.Ā 

I am the one who is one, complete, whole, black AND white, light AND shadow, all the many blended into one entity. I am the one who loves and is loved, who rests and is the rock against which you rest.Ā 

I am the one of ages and eons past, of lunar AND solar energy.Ā  I am the one who can truly rest and close my eyes in safety and peace because I know that I am whole and complete, just as I am.

What do you have to give me? I give you a sense of yourself as whole, complete, solid, joined,Ā  integrated.Ā  I give you union within yourself.

What do you want from me? I want you to stop looking outside yourself for wholeness, for a sense of completeness and safety.Ā  It already exists inside of you!

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Queen of Denial

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Scqueendenial I made this card intentionally, to express an inner part of me that had been stifling and complicating my journey for a looooong time now.

Who are you? I am the one who sees disaster right in front of me but I deny that it has anything to do with me.Ā  I am the one who keeps my cool, who sits on my throne and surveys the damage from a distance.Ā  I am the one who smiles my beatific smile and pretends that everything is okay when really it is anything but okay. I am the one who sees pirate ships nearby, and to protect you, I act like everything is all right.Ā 

I am the one who denies disasters, problems, calamities and challenges.Ā  I am the one who watches the TV news and says “Don’t worry about it, it has nothing to do with you,” when they are talking about global warming or environmental issues. I am the one who tells you not to worry about your weight problem, to go ahead and have another cookie because it doesn’t matter.Ā  I am the one who is smiling on the outside, always, to hide the distress that is happening on my inside. I am the one who doesn’t want to get involved with the messiness of life, the ugliness of feelings.

What do you have to give me? I give you protection from difficult feelings and situations.Ā  I give you a safe distance from the horrors and difficulties of life.Ā  I give you an escape from dealing with the messiness of feelings like fear and pain and sorrow and rejection and anger and loss.

What do you want from me? I want you to be safe and happy.Ā  I want you to be free from life’s trials and tribulations.Ā  I want you to know that I have been working very, very hard to protect you from the hard painful work of dealing with difficult emotions.

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