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SoulCollage Inspiration

By Anne Marie Bennett

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Destroyer- Council Suit

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I made this card completely intuitively this summer while working with
some friends who were new to the SoulCollage® process.  I was mainly
drawn to this fierce golden dragon.  I don’t know if you can see it,
but his scaled and jeweled back turns into a paved brick road which
leads to a castle, and that fascinated me.

It wasn’t until I started letting him speak with the I Am The One
Who… exercise that it became clear to me that he is my Destroyer
Archetype.

I am the one who has burst out of a narrow doorway.  I am the one
with fierce gnashing teeth.  I am the one with jeweled scales on my
back.

I am the one whose tail turns into a castle.  I am the one who is the
keeper of your Journey.  I am the one who destroys anything that gets
in your way. 

I am the one who leaves the old black and white world behind.  I am the one who comes away from that old, stale, shadowy world.

I am the one who fires up your life.  I am the Destroyer.  I cut away
anything that doesn’t belong to your true authentic self.  I am
dangerous to anything on the pathway of your Journey that doesn’t
belong to you. 

You used to hide me in the shadows, in the misty dark, behind a narrow
opening… but my energy is growing now.  I am getting stronger and
more powerful because you can now see me as an ally instead of a
danger.  I AM HERE!!!  And I am here for YOU.

Now is the time to access my Energy, Fierceness, Power, and Strength… and make it work for you. 

My message for you today is this:  I can help you with the remainder of
your food issues.  Tap into my Energy.  I know that extra food is not
welcome on your Journey.  I can help you to destroy those cravings. 
Tap into my fierce ability to destroy EVERYTHING that isn’t necessary
for your Journey.

Wake Up- ??? Suit

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Scwakeup This is the newest card I’ve made, sometime in September at a SoulCollage® Workshop I was leading at my home.  It’s interesting because I’m not usually drawn to images like the model in the foreground, but I was drawn to her that day and still am now.

I held her up against many background images before settling on this one, which also seemed equally powerful to me.

When I started to do the interpretation, I couldn’t decide which “voice” on the card was the loudest for me, so I did some I Am The One Who‘s from BOTH of them!  And then I did a short dialogue that was really an eye-opener for me.  Here goes:

#1- Woman with the flower: I am the one who is strutting my stuff. I am the one who is whipping around this fragile flower and not even worried that it might break.  I am the one who is immensely confident.  I am the one who does what I want, whatever the HELL I want and everyone else be damned.

#2- Woman in background:  I am the one who is laying back. My eyes are half open. I am the one whose face is half scratched off. I am the one who has a glowing flower over my head, in my crown chakra.  I am the one who is almost asleep, or almost awake… and I don’t know which. #1- Hey you… girlfriend!  WAKE UP ALREADY!!! It’s time to rise and shine and smell the flowers.  Wake up to the Divine, do you hear me girl??? #2- Oh, I don’t know.  I’m kindof wanting to go back to sleep.  Do I HAVE to wake up?  This is very restful like this. #1- YES, Damnit!  Wake up.  WAKE UP.  You have to wake up now.  You’ve had a nice long rest.  Now open your eyes. #2- Do you mean metaphorically or in real time and space? #1- Oh for God’s sakes… stop being in your head all the time… just WAKE UP!!!

Tears Into Treasure- Council Suit

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Sc6789222 I made this card intuitively at the KaleidoSoul Annual Retreat this spring. I was drawn to the woman weeping tears that turned into pearls, and I was drawn to the quiet strength in her face, the serenity, in spite of her tears.  I tried her against several different backgrounds and this one just “clicked” for me.

And I haven’t worked with her until today, when I drew her in my Daily Reading practice.  This is what she said to me today:

I am the one who weeps peacefully under the setting sun.  I am the one who is beautiful in my sadness.  I am the one whose tears turn to valuable jewels.  I am the one who is blessed both by the sun and by the spirits of the night.  I am the one who lifts my face to meet the pain.  I am the one who stills my soul to greet the pain and sadness that is a natural part of life. I am the one who gracefully transforms your pain into blessing. My message for you today is this: I am the one who takes the pain of ending and loss, and turns it all into blessing and treasure.  What is ending in your life?  Can you honor and respect the passing of these parts of yourself?  Can you celebrate these endings as you celebrate new beginnings?

Choice- Committee Suit

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 This is the very first card that I ever created!  And it really changed my whole life.  Because this little girl gave voice to a part of me who was feeling dragged along by the status quo… a part of me who was hearing another voice calling my name.

At that time in my life, I was totally dissatisfied with the theatre job (customer service) I’d been in for ten years, even though it had served me well and creatively for several years.  I was aching to leave that place I’d come to know as home-away-from-home, but until I made this card, and listened to it speak, I didn’t know how to voice that longing.

Just two months after creating this card and writing with it, I left the theatre and embarked on a new journey of being a SoulCollage® Facilitator, and creator of KaleidoSoul.com.

But I’m sharing this card with you now, more than three years later, because it showed up last week in my Daily Card Reading on September 11.

I got chills as soon as I turned it over that morning, especially when I saw the little girl looking straight at me, and the lines of the airplane in the background.  I had woken up that morning with a heavy heart, and even though I stayed away from the newspapers and television and radio that day, my body instinctually seemed to be remembering the grief of 9/11 and there was no way I could shake it.

Here then, is what this little girl said to me as I journaled with her on September 11, 2008-  seven long years after the terrorist attacks in New York:

I am the one who is wearing the white dress.  I am the one who is being led away by a woman in black.  I am the one who has to leave you now.  I am the one whose life ended with an airplane in the background.  I am the one who is looking back one last time.  I am the one who represents those who died seven years ago this very day.  My message for you today is this: I am okay.  We are all okay.  We are still with you.  We feel your grief.  WE honor YOUR grief.  We did not choose to leave you but we are gone.  We wear white to celebrate the purity of new life.  We are no longer cloaked in ashes and fire, nor should YOU be.  The lady leading me away from you is not totally dressed in black, see?  She has a white bow in her hair, white polka dots on her dress.  Stripes.  A sailor collar.  Polka dots…see?  Death is not as dark as you make it out to be. My message for you today is of peace.  Certain politicians and countries may not understand or embrace peace, but YOU can embrace it.  I give you peace.  I give you all peace. I have to leave now.  It is time for me to turn and follow this woman who is guiding me onwards.  I loved my life when I was there on earth.  And I love my life Here.  Now.

Witness- Transpersonal Cards

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Note: You can click on this card (and any on this blog) to enlarge it and see it better.

I made this card “completely by accident” (AHEM!) a few weeks ago while spending a few hours with some newbie SoulCollagers.  I had found the image of this young man recently and was immediately drawn to it although I didn’t know why.

In my impromptu card making session, I tried many different backgrounds before I hit on this black and white one, then added the rainbow background supposedly to “fill in the space” leftover on the mat board.

BUT!  When I cut the edges off and saw my new card for the first time face to face (or should I say soul to soul) I instantly recognized it as my transpersonal Witness card.

If you are curious about the Transpersonal cards, I highly recommend that you read Seena’s article on this fascinating topic: The One and the Many and the Source Card by Seena Frost

To me, my Witness card represents a part of me that is directly related to Source.  This Witness self is the part that can step back and watch everything that is happening within my inner world.  I love that this image includes a bit of Mystery in the Light and the Rainbow background.  I love how he is prayerfully and meditatively (and serenely) watching the crowds below scurrying around and doing their thing.

As Seena suggests in her article, the Witness card does not speak with I Am The One Who… because it is part of Source which is the One that holds the Many, not part of the Many with voices.

And let this also be a testament to the fact that you don’t have to plan out your Witness card ahead of time, intentionally, like I thought I might do someday in the future.  Perhaps your own Witness will make itself known to you as mine did, “accidentally on purpose” as my Dad used to say!